June 17, 2004 °•ñïx▪ļėřƒ▫Þėǻçħ•°
ehs.
damnnnnnnn.
am now super super.
fiaked up
with blogging
damn damn damn
shouted for the first time
apart from the screams because of insects
and yes.
my soul died
whateverr la.
i'd grieve over it
when i cool down.
all my sister cares
about is faith.
go ahead.
one thing mentioned
is to be kind to all living things
hello?
i was using the phone
and you hurried me
for ur "important" phone call
which was all just umm yes ya
and when i use the phone
to tell jiaying
about how to go to amk library she gives comments
and at the same time
my parents come home
and the smart alex
has to say
xin i tell you to wash the dishes already
damn damn damn
i should be my old self again.
but again.
i dont want to
i just dont want to.
it hurts to anyway.
because i know why i became like that
besides all these
she also knows how to wake up
just in time for her school etc
and no she doesnt eat food my mum cooks
because she always have to leave the house
at the same time.
and when she's late
she insists on taking a taxi
and the moment she's back
its back to her computer
and bed.
its all her fault
that i get scolded
for sleeping late
for waking up late
for playing the computer
its always
"dont be like your sis"
and the housework's all on me
me me me.
why?
because everytime she's asked to do anything
it ends up with me doing it
whether she asking me to help her complete it
or my parent's giving up on hope
that she'll ever do it
so they take the opportunity
to ask me to do it
tadahh.
what a life.
being taken for granted off.
and im being scolded playing oz.
gawdddddd
its the holidays please
give me some freedom
i know im playing it nonstop
but please i know my limits
i will stop playing after the holidays
but one thing for suree
im not gonna quit it. =)
off for now.
blogger!
u owe me what i forgot to write.
off for now
byEe.